I felt as though I’m at a static position, not going forward, neither backward.
I see my college friends all starting to fight for their college assignment, i envy. Yet i could do nothing much but envy.
I don’t know, it’s just that i’m at a point of my life whereby I don’t know what exactly I want to do with myself. All i wanna do is stay at home, and face the four yellow walls not knowing if this should be how it was.
I’m sorry, I’m just too weak currently.