I’m still having depression, the whole incident of my bro’s friend is still haunting me. couldn’t seems to get rid of the sadness, and resume back to the whole same me 2 weeks ago.
happen to stumble upon Jeffrey’s Msn friend list, all those personal msg that his friend written for the decease just touches my heart. I could feel how much this friend meant to them.
this is not getting any better. i don’t have mood for anything. even going out today doesn’t make me felt any better. Somehow i found out that i couldn’t handle death properly, especially if those sudden death. Black crow is always a taboo for me.
if it keeps on going like that, i’ll go crazy.
i even screw my body-clock. I felt like so wanna die.