i’ve had a whole big world outside there waiting for me to take my step into it but i don’t know why i don’t really look forward to it.
has i’m getting older, i tend to find that adulthood matters start to get to me one by one, no matter it is in a matter of relationship, friendship, myself, and society.
i’m starting to think what would i be if i were to be tied up with house mortgage, car installment, monthly supplement and all other freaking scary stuffs.
Would i still be this close to my family?
Does friendship all last through my entire life or start to drift apart?
all these kind of thinking really is a pain at the butt