Mocha Orange

Bought a hair dye from lowyat.net’s forum.

Some product that only Japan has it, it’s outcome comes in foam type. So it wasn’t as messy as usual hair dye does.

Mad love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now I can change my hair colour every few months, because it’s easy peasy.

Mocha Orange

Okay, I admit the first reason why I got it was because it has the word ORANGE. I know i’m crazy for the colour and the word itself.

Yet, the outcome was nice lorh… wanted to use webcam to take the hair colour but FAIL-ED.

Let’s just say I’m starting to like my short hair more but only if my face has less meat. that should be nicer. FML

Short hair again

Shortest hair thus far

I must admit this, I’m getting addicted into going to the saloon and making my hair shorter each time I step my foot in there.

It just gives me a sense of relieve i think, like finally there is something I’ve got full control on. Hmph, see what you others things u could control me.

Btw, this photo shows no ideal on how short it was, am too lazy to grab my camera take photo, transfer photo, upload photo, wtf.. thinking of the procedure already make me lazy wannna blog. FML

Did I mention all a sudden I felt like i’m damn organized lately? Hahaha.. let’s fucking see how long does this time last.

2008 was simply Amazing

Finally after much procrastinating, i’m going to do this.Yes, i’m doing my flashback on what happen last year, which i would just saw simply amazing.

Sometimes i’m really grateful there’s something called blog because without it, i don’t really think i could remember a single shit about what i did for those twelve months that i was breathing, and all my memory would be just kept has a stack of photos and not much word. even though picture meant a thousand more words that wordings itself, but being able to just tak-tak-tak away happily on the keyboard was just simply happiness overwhelming.

I shall compile everything months by months.

January

• i start my first journal of the year on my blog with feeling very fortunate with who i have around me. and am still feeling the same way. but actually i wanted to start it with a past year review and resolution, but i just got lazy and it slowly slowly slips away from my motivation to do it. wtf
  
• Went to watch the world most SHIT-EOUS movie one could direct. Damn, thinking about it really felt like puking. I still remember reading reviews saying that that movie was worth a try and very fresh has in idea wise. i felt like throwing that asshole who says that to feed the alligator and the person who directed it be fed to the big white shark. but me being very chinese-y, decided to be very kiasu at that time to kept seated to my seat till the movie finish, or more like hoping by any slight chances that the camcorder session would be done and resume to the usual filming way. But heck, it was the same till the end. There is even a sequel filming. WTF
  
• JeffreyDidi went for his National Services, the one and only Leong’s children that was being pick. I still remember we’re all very suprised that he got choosen, must have gotten a good lucky strike.  Went to visit him at his camp at Maran, Pahang. First time going there, and the highway was practically quite emptied. Netherless, it kind of shows me that National Service camp actually quite decent, not has creepy has i thought it would be. Minus, the whole unseen spirit stories that i get to know from my brother.
  
• Parents decided to let me drive their trusty car, which i’m proud of myself.It’s because it shows that they trusted my skills. Wtf, which is still ain’t that good.
  
• Got a shock when received news that Heath Ledger past away. Overdose is not a good friend of homo sapiens

February

• I didn’t wrote any journal for this month, because i was pretty busy. It was month of Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day. Chinese New Year was well spend at home and grandpa’s house. It was very enjoying, but without grandfather and BroGeo by my side. Pretty awkward. Last minute decision to go back to grandpa’s place, but spend my time wisely with babySamuel. Valentine was spend with the bitches. I love February, because it was pinky month for me.

March

• Bought myself 2 baby male hamster and was named LittleLord and SkunkyButt. Then later bought another 2 female baby hamster named SmoochieMuah and HoneyCloud because am afraid that my male hammie would turn into gays. wtf. It was somehow a little joy arise, because i always loved to have a pet especially a puppy but my parents dislike because they think it was a burden. Sigh, when am i going to have my own baby maltese.

• Got interested with Malaysia’s politic finally. And got so much nerve-wrecking with what happen with the politics. Follow the Election so closely that i thought i was being stupid. Quite a suprise outcome with this year’s election. Somehow Opposition was nearly same place with Barisan Nasional. Then again, i don’t even know who’s right and who’s wrong now. Sigh.
• Finally dare to say that i want to resign, after many months of contemplating on how to inform, bagi tahu and let boss know.After informing, i felt so damn happy and suddenly my freedom was redeem. Hehe, and i was informing all my best friends about it. It was somewhat a decision that i felt quite big for myself, because i was working with my relative, so it was quite uneasy to resign in my concept.
• I resign my job because i wanted to go back to the roots which was get myself a diploma. it was quite a dilemma for myself. I was contemplating between which course to choose. It was either one major under the mass communications. bah.. thinking back i still remember how i was frustrated for this month. Luckily in the end, family and friends gave me feedback and in the end i’m majoring in Public Relations and felt happy that i choose the right one for myself. i was that minimal close to be choosing Journalism instead. wtf
• sign up for a fitness club and regretted it badly. less than 3 months lost the motivation and burn papers for nothing. waste of cash and time.
• Stupid buddy TongSampah play a early April Fool’s prank with me. I fall for it and cursed like hell.  from that day onwards and i swear that i wouldn’t trust anything from my friends during the month of April FOol

April

• written the most post of the year of 2008, highest count 32 journals, must have been the semi-freedom i’ve gotten. thus, i was blabbing like nuisance.
• Accepted for my college~
• Went for my first charity walk and awareness fun and enjoy it.

May

• felt that i was very dumb for once, with cars. yup, can’t help it, i’m bad with car’s chemistry. wtf. then again, felt that there is still good people.
• The 11th Hour at KLpac, got ticket for the movie. documentary movie
• ZhaoYung darling’s birthday, but somehow i didn’t make it to her birthday. and i have no idea why didn’t i attend. Sigh, this is what happen if i don’t blog. i practically lost all my memories.
• Hatyai trip with KitMun. somehow felt in love with Thailand’s Mcd, because they have the most awesome yam pie. Delicious! watch my first Transvestite Show and Tiger Show was just an eye-opener but not really that amazing, i would say.
• Made my parents shed tears. I’m simply a very good daughter.
  
• Starts my college life..
• Travel to Ipoh for food and to spend time with JenniferSis

June

• Someone I’ve met before passed away, all a sudden. i dislike accident. and it had to happen to a youth who have a bright future in front of him.
• Hate my haircut, because decided to snip away all the dy-ed hair and become too short for my liking and had encounter problem on how to style it.
• Starts to dislike a certain attitude of myself. and had start to establish a more unfeminine of myself. vulgar words ahead.

• had a awesome 20th birthday party. celebrated so much that i felt that i was partying a whole week for my birthday. yet now still contemplating about my 21st birthday.

July

• started a new chapter in my life. something i was surpise of too.
• went to quite a few of public event.  each of it had so many different concept in it. Whoot!

[i'm getting lazy to continue it]

August

• Become a volunteer helper for my first time. and it was a good experience
• had my anniversary but somehow it didn’t turn into how i wanted it to be
• GeoBro finally returns from his overseas studies. happy moment!

September

• had my finals and was studying like mad cow. but the results was satisfied.

October

• lazying at home and enjoying mua time.
• had kind of a not-so-good timetable, and i did something real bad that i hope i could mend it sometimes soon.

November

• had a very carefree month, didn’t really care for anything including studies. wtf
• went clubbing with collegemate, haha.. pure FUN!
• Endure the most torturing subject too.. Drama! had to act and i finally felt how a actor feels. acting for like almost 2 days and the outcome was splendid. but i nearly pengsan-ed because of it. sigh.  but was somewhat i pretty good experience. hey, i’m a main lead leh.. wtf

December

• Finally, am not a P driver anymore.. but till now i’ve yet to re-new my license. wtf
• went to Port Dickson twice and each time it was a whole load of different experience. I love the beach!
• Janice’s Wedding.. the first among the clan to get married. and venture for clubbing later.



• Smiling moon, and i’m angry because from my place doesn’t seems to see it. sigh

Finally, i’m FINISH!

In conclusion, everything that happen in 2008 was just brilliant. I quit my job and back to studies, i started a new chapter in my life, i went for nice holidays. i get unlimited relax and i’m pampered like crazy from my family and friends.

PS: if there’s any mistake with this journal, i’m not going to change no matter what!

Janice’s Wedding

One of my high school friend got married last Saturday.

All of us, her high school friends were invited.

and because that she was the first among our friends that got married. Everyone show the tendecy to dress up.

Even Beannie, the one who i’ve went out with often, wore a one-piece dress so that it suits the event.

I nearly drop my jaw, she looks so feminine all a sudden. like drop-dead-gorgeous. minus the boyish attitude. because it was my first time in my entire life to have seen her wearing dress, minus the pinafore part.. because that doesn’t consider as a dress, more like a dress code kind of thing. not willingly somemore.

and Vivien was kind enough to says that on that day itself who ever who say a single vulgar word would need to treat those that were present a free meal.

I kept got konk-ed. wtf

Ivy + vulgar word = magnificient!! wtf…

i was practically late for the meet up. dated 5pm, reached 6pm. since that i’m changing and doing my make up at ZhaoYung’s place, i was practically rushing for everything.

I wasn’t the driver of the day, felt so happy to be able to sit at the backseat. seriously, i’m so tired of driving now. Sigh.

Us, and the bride, Jan Jan.

From left, second row: ZhaoYung, KaiSin, Bride, HuiYoong, Carmen, LaiPui

From left, first row: Beannie, YoursTruly, Vivien, Veann

i notice that there wasn’t any photo with the bridegroom. all are with the bride. Yikes.[and i don't know what's wrong with my camera, most photo kept being blur-ed in the middle]

I nearly went voice-less that day because the chimuis’ are suppose to follow the bride when going to tables for yamseng session. us, we just practically being the soundbox, shouting only. drinking the alcholic drinks for the groom, were all being done by the hengdais’.

I was one hella of a great day, endless laughter, and jokes. A pretty good time for catching up session too.

Everyone was so lady on that day itself. and i think i over-drink. i was pretty tipsy after the wedding session. Friends had to be beside me, just in case i trip and fall with my 5inch killing high heels. and embarrass myself till death do us apart. i felt so mempersiasuikan because i got tipsy by just a few drinks. wtf.

I hereby wish the bride and groom, be has loving as they are now. and be together forever~

****

After the wedding session, we all went to Maison for clubbing time.

Had some problems at first, with calling the guys, and accumulating homo sapiens so that they could afford to buy a bottle of drinks.

I think i was kind of annoyed there. it took nearly an hour to settle things down. i was being very pushy here.. a total bitch. *roar*

couldn’t really help it, because it was all so tiring to be just waiting and not knowing what to do.

and my feet had to deceive me on that clubbing night. hurt alot too.

i could barely stand for long with my 5inch killing heels. i think i was being bitchy for kept complaining about how it hurts and numbs.

but it was so much fun.

Beannie and HuiYoong was first timer, but they dance so well, my eyes nearly pop-ed.

it’s pretty much one memorable day to be added to my list of ‘Things I did When I Was Alive, Which Was Happy and Interesting’.

In the end, i went back home at 7am. without sleeps. and slept till 6pm. I’m a heroin already. wtf

Happy Birthday To Zhen

Happy Belated Birthday To Lim Kuok Zhen

or also known as to me is Zhen Tan – steam egg, Chopping Board, Rambutan Head

Whee~~ It was somewhat of a suprise party but i don’t know whether did it turn out surprise to him or not. =) But i do hope ur slightly surprise..

Even my beloved English tutor, Mr.Ng was sweet enough to help me to pull it through by trying to drag the time so that i had time to prepare.

Below are all the photo’s take. Picture tells a hundred stories without even wordings needed.

First batch of photos are all taken in the classroom.

Birthday Boy with the Goldfish Eyes Look

Lighted Candle On a Cake With The Bday Boy [sidekick - bee woman, and Mee Peace]

Group photo.. all respective B4 homo sapiens

Full Potrait.. Everyone is so Happy here!!

I don’t know about others, but i always try to find the slightest possiblity i had to celebrate almost anything. I stil remember last time i used to celebrate dates like, i quit my job, i forget about my ex, i got something i wanted & i receive something from my loved ones.

Yup, i had whatever reasons i had to celebrate.. my bitches tend to know about these..

Respective current B4 and Ex-B4.

[somehow when i look at this photo so many possiblity match up in it.. *hint hint]

The suprise party in classroom couldn’t be for too long, has another course was suppose to use the classroom after us. Thus, we adjourn to TBR..

Basically our tables was the NOISIEST! all thanks to the presence of all those noisy ones. Somehow i think i’ll need to lower down my volume already. Because i tend to talk at this very loud voice that people would think that i think that they are deaf, so i had to talk that loud volume.

I think it was B4′s first experience having 5 tables combine together at TBR, anyway some of the people when to toilet when this photo was taken. thus the emptiness at certain spots.

and he was molested cukup-cukup from the guys.. Ended up so damn creamy, because we had the usual smash-cake ceremony!

Oh, and it’s a trend in DPR1 B4 right now, no matter present or ex-b4. It’s a MUST to be smash-cake already. If not your not eligible to be called as a B4-rians.

Finally, the birthday song.

The purpose of singing this Birthday song was to wish him, but i think we were evil enough too. haha, sidekick of singing this Song was to make chopping board embarass.

Your a Big Boy Now!

Birthday 2008

I had the most fantastic birthday this year. okay, i think every year i had fantastic, amazing and happy birthday. it’s my day and i shall make it special.

had 2 official celebration which was on 14th June with my friends and 15th June with my family and relatives. ate 3 cakes for my birthday this year. receive many wishes and calls and sms. almost felt as if i’ve party for a whole week just for my birthday.

14th June,  LookOutPoint, Gasoline cafe.

I was suppose to be the one who organize the mini party but due to reasons that i had some issues going on with my family. i totally forgotten about it. friends kept asking me for the party status, and i was a bitch during then. i’m sorry to those that i ignore. in the end, my friends were kind enough to help me to organize it. thanks alot *big great hug*

Wanna know something great about it? in order to celebrate that i’m officially in my twenties, i wore skirt and high heels which i curse hell with high heels. my leg hurt so badly, i think i was whining whole night about how my leg hurts and there is blister this and that. yah.. i was a bitch on that day.

i think the next time around.. if i were suppose to organize any gathering. i hope it could be at a place must more quiet atmosphere and everything sitting around a round table. because as usual.. we were separated into two groups. because it was a rectangle table. and you can’t expect girls to shout at each other. in order for them to hear what is one trying to speak. we couldn’t because we are that feminine. okay, maybe just them. me and sook keng sure can’t. hahaha. must drag u in kacang!! because i know ur same level as me when it comes to being ladylike.

i had a wonderful that day expect for the service of Gasoline cafe at lookoutpoint there. Service totally 15% only. i waited for one and a half hour my drink also didn’t arrive. i was so fucking pissed of that the moment my drink is served i told them to take away. I DONT WANT!!! fuck u!!! ()*@&#!&$*&_!@&($)*#%)!@&*$!(@$*@)($  they somemore dare to show me that very pissed off look. fuck u lah.  i’m the customer, and customer are always RIGHT no matter what. i requested for my drink 912487102318 times. and when i’m about to leave only the serve me. you think i still want anot.

when i was being very bitchy, suddenly birthday song was aired. i was that dumb to still search around who’s birthday it was. yes, i am that stupid sometimes. then when i notice a person holding a birthday cake walking towards my direction. it only hit me that it was suppose to be my birthday cake. because i celebrated in advance, so i didnt really expect to have a birthday cake.

i love my friends to death. i could write a whole new journal just about them!

we left rather early because a few of my friends are having exam on the coming week. touched my heart that they could spare a few hours just for me.

15th June

this want was more of the family celebration. had a great time on this day.

a whole new bonding between families which i heart. but some of my relative thought it was 21st birthday which is not, but i receive too expensive gift on this day itself.

right now i felt guilty if i was suppose to organise my real 21st birthday. bah, see what happen next year.

the cake Kit Mun bought for me. love this babe to death also. last minute ask her to come. because due to reason my relative kept asking where is my friends? but my friends couldn’t come due to the fact it was father’s day. Kit Mun called me, then i told her what happen, she was so sweet that she brought along herself, her friends and her siblings to make my family think that i did brough friend along. how not to love this kind of friend. and i felt guilty for forgetting to called her on her birthday will compensate soon.

the amount of suprise, gifts and wishes was enough to let me feel that i was wanted and loved.

even friends i just knew not long treated me to eat at a japanese restaurant. yup, it’s you kate, and it’s you too Joann. thanks alot didn’t expect anything from my collegemate. seriously

the amount of gifts i received.

loved everything that they gave me. my friends bought cosmetics for me which i’m still learning how to use it. everything i received was totally beauty.

thanks alot to my parent for organizing the whole party and preparing all those food i am really thankful. i will be a better daughter for scoring well in exam and stay at home more. Mummy bought for me a new pair of shoes, bag and a new wallet. at first she told me she buy for me shoes and bag only, but when i open the gift i saw a wallet. you could imagine how happy i was. i wanted to buy myself a purse for a very long time, but just didn’t saw the one i love. mummy bought me a white wallet, and sad to say..it’s already slight dirty ade.. because i am a dumb dumb when it comes to using white stuff.

the present that i love most.

Hand-made card from secondary friend and also a CD that contains alot of memories. the memories in the CD was between me and my best female friend, ZhaoYung.

at first i thought it might be a list of songs, then when i was driving back home, i notice my player can’t play the CD. so when i go back home and play the contents of the CD. i was touched. i nearly shed tears because i know her as being a girl that always can’t remember memories. but all those first time memories that she remembers between me and her was really memorable. like our first time clubbing, first time countdown, first time xmas countdown with her college friends, first time going for a holiday at Pulau Pangkor with her.  I could write tonnes of journal just about her. she’s like my soulmate, i could finish her words, she could finish mine. she did a video about me and her with photos attached, captions and using Vitamin C- Graduation song. i wanted to upload it.but don’t know why couldnt.

i never expect her to do. the other day when i ask her how long she did that.. she told me one week. with her being busy with her exam and assg. and did this to me.. still very ‘kam dong’ with it.

Thus, the end of my whole 20years old birthday. and a brand new year awaits me.

They Cried Because Of It

10th May 2008

the day both my Mummy and Daddy cried.

Never knew i could make them cried and shed their tears.  Nope, i didn’t do any sin as in doing drugs, smoking nor getting a boyfriend/girlfriend.

I made my mum and dad cried on the same day both at the between the span of an hour. Dad called up at7.50pm, and mum at 8.05pm.

Yup, i’m the Oscar actress that I made them cried because of my ‘acting. wtf

Actually all i did was sent them a car for both of them each. Dad’s one was for his March birthday, envelopes with a lovely card and attached with a few photos. While Mummy’s one was a Mother’s day Card also envelopes with a few photos.

I guess the main reason a woman shed her tears and a man shed his blood tears too was because of the photos that meant a thousand words to them. I sent dad a photo 3 photos of Baby Samuel and a precious photo taken on Bro Geo’s birthday at some hotel at USJ, back then during while the three of us was still in the primary school. While mum I sent her also three photos of Baby Samuel and a photo taken of the three of us which is Bro Geo, Theprovence, Jeffrey and Mummy when the three of us children weren’t even reaching 10 years old yet. So you could just felt how precious it was for Mum, when she had taught that the photos were already in the recycle bin. Yup, the photos when my mum were wrinkle free. Total Beauty! now also lah.

Guess the memories hidden in the photo meant a thousand words and had million history in it. It meant alot to Mum and Dad, as it is to me!

also a good way to motivate them.

Those photos and card was what that make them happy, yet it was because of it also that made them missed us so much that they cried.

Time passes fast! they’ll be back soon. I’m still waiting for mum and dad to be back for the Bangkok backpacking. Can’t wait!

Theprovence Love Them To Bits.